I’d give anything to have that feeling again. Everything with you was perfect. And what happened. I fucked it up. As I’m accustomed to doing. I miss everything that I can’t have. One of two regrets in my life. This hurts me more than you know. Or think. Or whatever. I wish I never left. No one has treated me how you did. We were so fucking strong. And I threw it all away for bullshit reasons. It’s been almost a year since we’ve seen each other. Texting and talking on the phone has definitely brought feelings back. Even though they never completely went away. I miss it all. I want that life back. But I can’t have it.